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It’s a sunny Tuesday morning in Los Angeles. The air smells like fresh flowers. I’m sitting outside taking a break from emails, been at it since 7 am this morning. I figured I would say hi to you. I was reading over the last couple posts from Feb to now. Sometimes I don’t realize how raw I am on here. Pouring my heart out to a computer. This little place I’ve been calling my own since I was 20. I keep this blog because it keeps me honest - it reminds me why I started all of this in the first place. I have turned my blogging and love for images and books into a bespoke career, dreaming up concepts for clients the same why I would collect images that made me feel something and post them. The air really does smell so fresh. Like almost new. Or maybe it’s just me? Maybe it was my week in Tulum with my best friends that recentred me, but I feel like something has shifted and not in a little way. I’m sitting in the calm, what feels like feminine energy. I know what I want, I know my next steps, but I’m not chasing after them like I usually would. It’s like a knowing, that everything will work out exactly as it will and allowing the stress to overwhelm me is just counter productive. Wait… is this what clarity feels like? Is this the clarity and the answers I’ve been asking for? I've reached a point where I embrace the challenge with a confidence, knowing I possess the resilience and expertise to navigate the waters. That’s the answer I’ve been waiting for. It’s calm. But powerful. I feel this when I look at my grandmother, this is her essence.
I spent the weekend alone. I made dinners with whatever I had in the fridge - k that’s a lie, I ordered Pizza one night, drank wine, slept early. It felt nice to sit in the flow. I didn’t feel like I needed to be anywhere or do anything, alone in my own energy was exactly where I wanted to be. I like it here. This feels like a homecoming. I like this new feminine I’m sitting in, and I’m looking forward to getting to know her better.
We are off to Milano next week for Salone. Will update you! until then enjoy the week. x
